It's the ONE that's driving me crazy!
It shouldn't be this way, but it is. Trust me, I am working on it. I am begging God to help me with this.
Do you remember the story of the Garden of Eden? Remember how Adam and Eve could have, touch, eat, enjoy from ANY of the Garden? ANY....except that one in the middle. Just one that was not allowed, but every other one was fair game!
Which one did they focus on? Which one was dwelt upon? The hundreds or thousands that were ok? The many that were "on limits"? The plethera that were excellent to have? NO! Those two turned their minds to the only one that was not ok. The solitary one that was "off limits". The measly lone tree that was dangerous and not allowed.
I have always thought they were crazy. I have always considered them weak. I have always deemed them ridiculous.
Well....I find myself in that exact situation....and if I am honest, I have been here before many times. It is just recently that I have identified with those first two people. It pains me to do so, but truth is truth.
I find that I have many things about me, provided for me, and surrounding me that are good, ok, excellent, on-limits. They are fabulous and provided by God for my enjoyment. But what I am finding is that I am focusing on the one thing that is none of those things. Actually, so you don't get the wrong idea...it is good, ok, excellent....it's just off-limits from me. So why don't I concentrate upon the millions of things that are worthy?
I dare say that most of us do the same thing. Have you ever been part of setting something up, organizing an event, part of leading a group? I bet, like me, that when you have done so, you have received 100's of compliments! So many people willing to come up to you and pat you on the back for your efforts. Lives changed as a result of what you have helped with. But, I also bet, like me, that you have had one person say something negative. Something you could have done better. If only you had.....
Do you, like me, find yourself concentrating upon the ONE negative and push the 100's of positive comments? Why do we do that? I think it's the same Adam and Eve syndrome. So many other, positive, great things to concentrate on....and we pick the one that we can't really change, isn't helpful, is actually dangerous to us.
But we dwell there nonetheless. I am praying for a changed heart. A changed thought process. I don't want to live among the negative. I don't want to abide with the unhealthy and the off-limits. I want to stay with the excellent, the praise worthy, the true, the right, the noble.....the on-limits.....being exceedingly grateful for them being part of my life!